Answers.

Yes. I finally got the answers I have been waiting for. Finally. I can't believe all my questions have just been answered. I wish you would have been the one to tell me though. Not my best friend. Not anyone else. Just you. But I finally know why you won't leave me alone. Why you don't want him to be the one that's making me happy. Why you won't stay outta my life. All my questions are finally all answered. I have been waiting so long. & I finally know them. If you ask me it's about damn time! The answer is.. Because you still like me. You never stopped. You told my best friend you were going to prove it. That I was worth fighting for. That you never stopped liking me. That it was always me. I just wish I would have known all of this before you left for Florida for the summer. I wish you would have been the one to tell me.. 
But I understand. You thought I didn't like you anymore because of what I told Rickey. Well that's not true. I was just saying all of that because I told thought you didn't like me anymore. That you didn't want anything to do with me. I thought you hated me.. But you don't? I don't know. This is all so confusing & just coming to me so fast. & this time I can't stop or even try to hide these feelings coming back for you. I just can't. I don't want too. I want them to stay right where they're at. If anything I want them to grow. I just don't want to get my hopes up once again.. I don't want to get hurt again.. I don't want to be the one crying anymore.. I want to finally be happy & I want you to be the one right there, making me happy. 
I just wish you would tell me everything your telling my best friend.. All you have to do is send one little text message saying, "Hey." or just call me. Just send me a sign letting me know everything that I have being told is true. That I'm not getting my hopes up again. Just a sign. That's all I ask. Okay I lied.. There's one more thing that I ask, that's for you to come back early. But I doubt that will happen. I'm just happy I finally got the answers I have been waiting for. I will be honest.. I wasn't expecting these answers. But I'm glad I got them!:) 

~Erica.<3
6.21.2013