I'm Lost.

I don't know where I am anymore. It's like my bright light, showing me where to go. Is gone. Now I'm lost. I'm lost in the darkest. & there's not getting out. I can't see my bright light anymore. She's left me behind. She took off without me. & left me in the dark. The one thing that hurts the most is. My bright light told me she would never leave me. Because she knows I'm scared of the dark. She promised she wouldn't leave me. But she did. She left me in this pitch black world. Where I can't see anything. But black. It hurts knowing she just left. Even when she said she wouldn't. Knowing she was always there. That she wouldn't leave me. Because she knew I couldn't get out alone. That I couldn't face this dark world without her. Because, she was my bright light. & still is. I'm trying to find her. But, I feel like she's gone. & there's nothing I can do to get my bright light back. So, now I'm lost. I'm lost in this dark black world without my bright light. & I know I can't get out alone. I need her. But I don't think she realized it. & still doesn't. Because, she's not back. & I'm scared she's not coming back. I need her. More than anything. Without her I'll never find my way. & I'll always be lost in this dark world. I need my bright light back. I'm tired of being lost. 

I need my best friend back. But, I think she's already gone..</3 

~Erica.

August 26th, 2013.